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Heartbleed

by Poppy Tears

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all I say will be real 02:24
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I knew I'd never be good enough for your family Got my drug habits and a dying soon mentality And when I ride I aint ever thinking rationally I'm high all night and I'm in deep like a cavity No this space won't be filled All I say will be real All the pain and the pills Nothing changes and still We will fade I been ill For the feeling surreal Fuck the stage I'm in hell Call my name but I'm out You wana know how you wana come round Ion think it'll really work out Cause in the end I'll only let down Play pretend I'll say it out loud No this space won't be filled All I say will be real All the pain and the pills Nothing changes and still We will fade I been ill For the feeling surreal Fuck the stage I'm in hell Call my name but I'm out
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anaesthetize myself 02:28
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Do you fear for the day we die Do you embrace dark or search for light I anesthetize myself I can hear you crying out An angels tear has fell No angels here… oh well No I can't change what's been done A reaching hand waits for someone Just cover up my eyes And make your last goodbyes
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Dead weight 02:21
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Should've known it was too good to be true Should've shown more affection when I needed too Three in morning to feel ok Never really meant it don't pick my ways All set in stone it's forever engraved Chemicals imbalanced inside my brain Affliction insistent I built my cage Always fucking twisted I'm my vertebrae I ain't getting any better anyway I get why you left I've dug my grave She told me slow down I ain't got no brakes You see most days I'm gone can't see straight But I ain't saying no when I feel those aches Only way to cope guess I'm a mistake One month gone and you made that break Why hold on when I'm dead weight
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dip out this life 00:59
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Cigarette burns in my clothes Sedatives make me comatose Took a piece of a heart that's whole And now it bleeds all on floor I can make it stop beating if I want too Made that promise it's not one I'm gone do Hide out in the woods and I'm smoking on bamboo Dip out this life come back who knew Tell me girl what's really going on Got no problems I got 101 No dom perignon rather hit the bong I blacked out hard had no response If you're going that may as well move on When and broke my guitar get a bottle of something I feel sick in my stomach and I ain't reaching the summit Cold came around said fuck the summer
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I felt like shit so went and got tattooed 03:22
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I felt like shit so I went and got tattooed Got home, got stoned is it all I do Darker days have got me wasting through Go find a good guy Deserve it in your life Tears from those eyes Rip apart my insides Two hearts beating but they aren't in sync Two arms bleeding not into the same sink I told her I didn't wana get in the way of her dreams We're getting older and I think I might die on empty I'm never sober and it's kinda your fault baby Yeh I was bad before but now I bleed Head down when I write I'm thinking Somehow life lost all meaning Where seems to be the secret Put myself to sleep I'm cheating Yeh I felt like shit so I went and got tattooed Got home, got stoned is it all I do These darker days have got me wasting, wasting through Go find a good guy Deserve it in your life Tears from those eyes Rip apart my insides Two hearts beating they aren't in sync Two arms bleeding not in the same sink I told her I didn't wana get in the way of her dreams We're getting older and I think I might die on empty I'm never sober and it's kinda your fault baby Yeh I was bad before but now I bleed
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wake up alone now 01:01
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Are you cold now Wake up alone now You knew I'd only let down But I hoped it'd work out I went and fucked up yet again Did your mum say I'm a mess Or was it your friends I'll come up so hard I'll end up with bends Are you cold now Wake up alone now You knew I'd only let down But I hoped it'd work out
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crushed 03:11
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I crush a pill on the table I knew I was never capable When we get too close Just afraid of what really hurts I've been in my head more or less Of course I was gonna write song What the fuck did you expect (And sometimes I bled I can't help the nightmares inside my head) Are you really doing it by one call and a text When you said you want it all I felt like blessed And like for once things were making sense I'd take the jump for you instead I'd put the gun up to my head If it meant your internal happiness
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you bought me a switchblade and put it in my heart 01:31
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I wish I'd wash away with the rain I wish I'd wash away down the drain If you hate the sad songs Then why fuck you put em on Always right when I'm wrong I know the type of person You bought me a switchblade then put it in my heart I might just switch names and disappear into the dark Is it a problem See our love dissolving Girl it's what you wanted I been feeling nauseous Fuck going platinum, just make numb Don't call my number, girl I'm done I don't want see anyone I've been blacking out my lungs What do you really want If I was you I would run
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staring at a ceiling 01:32
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And been staring up at the ceiling They told me cut back I said I'm leaving Ion wana fucking hear it I'm just a young deterrent Oh fuck I really need my head now I was here for minute then I dipped out Ion wana be seen with no crowd Stay clean, hood up, head down You bitch I can see that knee bowed Hope expectations work out It's alright I already been drowned Sometimes those dreams gonna run aground
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ripped clothed reject 01:33
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My ways, my fuking ways Are all ways to fade, to fade Too fade away Your face a dream That taste a fiend Not yours but I bitter kind indeed I'm at ease when it's in my bloodstream Fuck you mean went and left my country Your screaming at a silent subject Ripped clothes reject off a substance
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chasing shadows 01:22
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Go leave me cold In the cold I'll be I chase what I can't find Lost lines divide the time Just take my blood and drain me out Just drain me out, I'm going down
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I miss doing nothing with you 02:17
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It all makes my fucking headsore Throwing up at an airport Less really is more Like who the fuck I care for You meant it like it's all yours I was thirteen bumping last resort If you hurt me we're going to war I admit I miss doing nothing with you I admit sobriety slips come the afternoon Apprehension I missed my mentions Still in torment your lights a blessing I ignore them I'm done caring Sorry yeah I've read your message I was too gone to reply I already shut my eyes I'm gone girl like for the night I left my mind like outside So don't you call my name Put in picture frames So it can't escape I'll put it all in flames

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released April 25, 2020

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